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2011-05-14T10:11:00.010+08:00

MEANINGLESS DAYS.

GOODBYE MID YEAR EXAMS!

2011-05-12T22:01:00.001+08:00

HIHIHIIIII!!!! Finally bak from my LONG HIATUS. :DDD
TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF EXAMS. :DDDD

Busy studying everyday for the past few (torturous) weeks . Dont even hav the time to touch the computer OK! But anyway . No more studying le ! HAHA. NO MORE sacrificing my sleeping/playing/TV time for studying . NO MORE sitting down in front of my table studying like a noob shitt . NO MORE going to bed with my head thinking "AM I GONNA FAIL" . NO MORE plucking out my hair for memorising too much things .

However ...

the most scariest part is NOT when u look at the exam paper, and you goes "WTF IS THIS" . It's when u get back ur exam papers and you goes "WAD THE SHIT I FAILED" . For me. Therefore i'm gonna enjoy my weekend to the FULLEST before i D-I-E upon heart attack by all my shitty results :( no more A1s, no more overall 70%, no more good results, NO MOREEEE ! YEP . I never knew it was THIS hard to do well in upper sec . OK ...

SOME PICS TO KEEP MY BLOG ALIVE :D

That's all for now . Will be posting more soon. HAHA! :D

Jus a few more days before ... the getting back of ... results ....

EXAMS ! ARGH .

2011-04-21T16:40:00.006+08:00

KK. SUPER PISSED RIGHT NOW,THANKS TO A PERSON. I WANT TO PULL HER HAIR @#@@#!$!#!##! THANK U FOR RUINING MY MOOD. _l_ . WTF LA ! No mood to study now thanks to U .

Exams are round the corner . I MUST GET 5 As! Hmm, not because i want any reward . I just want to prove people who think im stupid, wrong. EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS, SUPER STRESSED , STRESSED, STRESSED! ARGH! Feeling so terrible now.

Feeling disappointed with my amaths test. But i've alr done my best. MYE I shall work even harder. I really want to get top.in.amaths. But i guess im thinking too highly of myself. TOP?! I dont even fit to -.- As long as i can get 75 and above, im happie le. :)

Just to make my blog a little more colorful.

After my exams im gonna upload tons of pictures here. Hehe

I dont want this weekend to end !!

2011-04-10T20:35:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WEEKEND IS ENDING ?!?!?!
NEXT WEEK GONNA BE SO BUSY ))))))))):
TIRING TIRING TIRING .....
FML )':
I TOTALLY DISLIKE BEING A SEC THREE STUDENT ))))):
I WANT BACK MY LOWER SEC LIFE )))))):
2011 totally sucked.
nothing seems to be going smoothly !!!!!
ARGHHHHH !!!!!!

Anyway ,
sec 3s are going to singapore discovery centre tomorrow !
It's so much better than going for cca ! :)
OK NOW i really cant wait for speech day to be over. i'm feeling so fucked up because of this cca now.

okay i shall D.I.E upon all the workloads next week . Bye.

FRIDAYFRIDAYFRIDAY

2011-04-08T21:42:00.004+08:00

Finally it's fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!! ♥
a lot of homework to do tomorrow :O
Tiring week .. 4 consecutive days got tests siah=.=
gonna fail my EMaths and Geog. And Physics.
ARGH

Ok let's talk about syf.
When the results were out, the seniors were very upset and disappointed ...
They thought we could get gold, but well, we didnt
After a while, we realised that actually getting gold or silver doesnt really matters
As long as we know we did our best, that's enough~~~
In mr.dandy's heart it's already a GOLD piece of dance~~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WUXyL5V4rNc
recorded by miss koh
I do agree it's a little messy , but overall, the choreography is COOLLLLLLLLL :DDDD
Though i dont think i would be selected to be involved in mr.dandy's concert in 2012, im still quite looking forward to it, haha . Yeah, mr.dandy is hosting a concert in 2012 and only some students can perform :O
Definitely no chance for me . Oh well~

Bye for this week ! :)

SYF 2011

2011-04-02T13:17:00.002+08:00

Remember the last time i said , "I cant wait for SYF to be over"?
Well , i regretted saying that.
Life's boring without a goal now .
Oh well, lots to say, but now's not the right timing...
Homework comes first.
Be back soon.

Saturday ^^

2011-03-26T17:13:00.004+08:00

I LOVE SATURDAYS !!!
COS I CAN SLEEP TILL VERY LATE
And can also slowly slowly do my homework :)
Plus mum will always buy honey chicken for dinner on saturdays . YUMMY
But the bad thing about my Saturdays is that , I cant go out, which makes my day so boring ))):
Been such a long time since i go out with friends lerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!
Wad a life i have .

Yesterday, i finally understood that growing older doesnt mean that your maturity level will increase .
Random much

GONNA GO DO HOMEWORK NOW , BYEBYE ))):

Friday, Friday!

2011-03-25T20:16:00.005+08:00

Another week is overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !!
Slept at earliest 1AM everyday since the starting of this week!!!! (I REALLY HOPE THIS WILL NOT LAST FOR A LONG TIME....)
Reason why i chose to stay up to do my homework instead of leaving the homework for the following day to complete , is because i dont want to pile up even more workload.
No matter how much i procrastinate, at the end of the day, i still hav no choice BUT to complete those homework!!!!!
Yeap . So 乖right. Haha

PICTURES AGAIN !!!!! :DDDDD

PS: pictures of the trip to Hong Kong/Thailand/zoo not ready yet. Still in the process of editing HAHA might probably take one more month . :D This can procrastinate cos there's no deadline for it . HAHA

My pooh looking at himself on the computer

Zi lian :}

Incomplete sewing

Food

Doraemon (drawn by my sis)

-Baby cousin Xuanxuan took part in baby contest!!!-

PS:Image quality not good:/

OK upload more pics next time^^
BYE HUMANS

Bye "holiday"!

2011-03-19T13:16:00.004+08:00

OK MARCH "HOLIDAY" ENDING SOON ))):
this holiday is not even a holiday at all !
going back to school almost everyday, does this count as a holiday?!!?!?!!!
& i've not completed all the holiday homework.
))):

SYF COMING SOON !
Really hope syf and speech day will be over soon ):
tiring.

March holidays? ))))):

2011-03-16T20:33:00.004+08:00

WALAUUUU. March holidays like no difference for normal school days de! )): today stayed in school from 7am-6pm. flag barrier training, english remedial, then cca. oh, flag barrier training was FUN !!!!! HAHAHA... this is my first time raising a Singapore flag. So nervous. But then overall fun~~~~ :)

Hmmm, guess i owe my blog some blog entries. HongKong trip 2010, bangkok trip 2011, plus, trip to zoo. will upload all the pictures real soon. Sorry for the procrastination, blog. ))))):
haha. Just feel like uploading the pictures to share my pictures to everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
But oh well. That "everyone" is actually just me. HAHA.

SOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN !

Anyway, why japan got earthquake! Tokyo is supposed to be a super cool place. But now, ))): from a place that seems almost like a paradise, to a horrifying and complete disaster. Hope Japan will recover soon. Whole world is supporting You ! ♥

Zoo

2011-03-12T22:57:00.007+08:00

Image from http://weheartit.com/entry/7856192

I'M GOING TO THE ZOO TOMORROW WITH FAMILY..
This is like going to be the 4th/5th time im going there :/
oh well . Baby cousin going too.
Wonder if zoo will still be as boring as it was .
GIRAFFES , POLAR BEARS, ZEBRAS , TIGERS, HORSES , HERE I COME.
Alright , gonna have supper soon, byebye people :D
hope tomorrow's trip wont be boring like shit ok ...

Sports Carnival

2011-03-11T21:14:00.008+08:00

Sports carnival today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmm.. i think it's a JOKE that we managed to win 2nd place for mass skipping . SERIOUSLY LOH!!! got 3 attempts, we wasted the first two. (not ready, not prepared T___T) then last one, we jumped 19!!!! hahas at first thought we lose le. Then turns out to be 2nd. wad a joke ! but still, yay to 3S3! :D ♥

MARCH HOLIDAYS ARE COMING!! but Monday, wednesday, friday need to go bak to school. remedial, cca, council ..
so it's not really a holiday la... but still i will try to use the extra time i have to do revisions. LOL. dont know if i will procrastinate or what. TRY ;DDD

another week is gone. FINALLY FRIDAY IS HERE ! tomorrow gonna wake up early and go HABBO, long time never see my habbo friends ler. hope they will online tomorrow! :D

不知道为什么每次都是这样的结局。
能不能告诉我，我做错了什么。
还是做的不够好。

Setbacks after setbacks

2011-03-08T17:40:00.003+08:00

got back amaths and emaths test papers ))))))):
amaths - 14/20
emaths - 17/20
sian, both deproved ...
And some are actually CARELESS MISTAKES !!! T.T
today de chinese test also epic FAIL.
5marks de question, I DIDNT EVEN TOUCH IT.
I GONNA WORK SUPER HARD LER.(hopefully)
march holidays coming, but dont think i am gonna enjoy, since most of the days i am still going back to school.
This is good. i can keep myself occupied.

was doing D&T coursework and i saw this super cute thing. make a guess what's it ? you couldnt believe it. hahah.
OK I NEED CONTINUE GO DO D&T COURSEWORK + MODELING LER, BYEBYE PEOPLE:)

*MAKE A GUESS ! WHAT IS THIS

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IT'S A MONEY BOX

CIP visit

2011-03-06T11:36:00.003+08:00

Ohhh... I forgot to mention about class cip visit to Sree Narayana home.
Well it was quite a meaningful trip,saw many old folks.
Performed for them,sing for them and then played games..
Had lots of fun, enjoy the games :)
SWEAT A LOT thought we r in aircon room. HAHA, i nvr had so much fun before. Since 2011 .
And then i spoke in Hokkien, for the very first time since 2011 ....
Speaking in Hokkien really makes me remind of my ahma.
I dont know why but i feel so emotional after the trip.
The place just reminds me of my ahma.

I hope there'll be more cip visits soon.
Enjoyed interacting with the old folks.
I miss, .....

Some pictures to share

2011-03-06T10:54:00.012+08:00

Now i finally understood why mrs liu said that lower secondary is just HONEYMOON
So much things to do but so little time.
But everyone has to go through this right ?
Wad's more can i complain?
It's because i'm living in such an advanced country where living standards are high...
In singapore, No education = NO JOBS IN THE FUTURE
So i cant complain .. I must get over it. I must remember, that all these things im tolerating is for the sake of a BETTER CAREER.
I will get used to it soon. :))))
overall, this year is quite fruitful , but i am fucking sad cos im gonna do badly for both AMATHS and EMATHS test :(
KILL ME, I AM FLUNKING MY FAVOURITE SUBJECTS :(
SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT ME .
SHALL WORK HARDER !!!!!
(:

Decided to upload some pics to keep my damn blog alive
Enjoy ;)

Kinderjoy toys rocks for life

Stickys that peiyee bought for me :D ♥

Reunion dinner 2011 :)

K this is random. Headphone belongs to my sis :D

Focus = FAIL

Valentines cake :D

Did a new cover for my english journal , cos i was sick of the previous one. HAHA ;D

I ♥ Haagon Dazzs !!!

Took this randomly while strolling bak home from school .
Seriously, what is LIFE?

HALLO PANDA kinda rocks :D

Student organizer

-KATHERINE'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION-

Went to Aston at SSC

Shi Xiang :D

Peiyee and Charlene :D

Katherine sitting in the middle cos she's the bday girl haha.

Ok last picture to share
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E-LEARNING SUCKS !!!!

2011-02-24T19:54:00.002+08:00

ELEARNING TODAY WAS A TOTAL DISASTER .
How the fuck did i managed to fail my chinese ?!?!?!
IT'S COUNTED IN CA1 and I FREAKING FAILED IT!
WHY WHY WHY?!!!
I HATE MYSELF
HATE MY STUPID BRAIN
Same goes to other subjects.
Wad's worst is that i cannot slowly do my e-learning tomorrow !
FREAKING HAV TO GO TO SCHOOL AT 1-6pm FOR CCA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF I CANT COMPLETE TMR, THEN HOW?
LATE FOR CCA?
GET SCOLDED AGAIN?
FUCKMYLIFE

Subjects im left with for tmr: Social studies, chemistry.
i'm gonna wake up at 6:30am to complete it tmr.
shit this kind of damned e-learning.
i seriously prefer SCHOOL than this kind of shit .
So basically,
WHAT DID I LEARNED TODAY?
NOTHING.
SCHOOLS SHOULD REALLY STOP GIVING E-LEARNING.
It seriously sucks .

OK I'M SO SAD AND ANGRY AND DEPRESSED NOW.
I messed up my own life.

Update...

2011-02-23T22:15:00.010+08:00

Happy belated birthday debbie and katherine...(22/02) hahas

HELLOS!!!!! Long time no see.... if u hav noticed, i've been blogging lesser and lesser,:( been busy with SCHOOL! CCA, TESTS, HOMEWORK, REVISIONS!!! AND YEP THIS IS UPPER SEC LIFE. SO AWESOME RIGHT????? YES

I am struggling and i dont know how long more can i live in this competitive life im dealing with now-.-

Should i be happy that thursday & friday is E-LEARNING day? NO... I would rather go school, attend lessons, understand what teachers' are teaching, chat with friends, hav fun . Rather than staying at home doing e-learning. 90% of the time, im either LOST, confused, frustrated or irritated. I think i will die on that tomorrow.

My entries are getting boring-er and boring-er . I seriously have nothing interesting to blog about now. My life is jus surrounded by school. Nothing much.
(MAYBE I WILL MAKE MY BLOG FULL OF PICTURES EVERY TIME I POST. AS PEOPLE SAYS "A PICTURE SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS. So if i post 10 pics it is equivalent to i type 10,000 words.)
Goodbye:)

Happy Valentine's! ♥♥

2011-02-14T21:24:00.011+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! ♥♥♥♥♥

"Tomorrow is Valentine's day, love is in the air... But Valentine's day is not just all about love, and relationships, it is also about friendship. Tell all your family members, relatives, friends and loved ones that you love them, and cherish them very much."

(via 1-finaleffort-17)

Time for some pictures!

Learned how to fold hearts, thanks to an event organized by student council

Therefore I did some random cards for friends. Not really a lot, only four.

NOT REALLY A LOT OF GIFTS,BUT I AM SO HAPPY FRIENDS ACTUALLY GAVE ME GIFTS

few more didnt upload~ Anyway,BIG THANKS TO PEI YEE! KATHERINE! CHARLENE! VIVIAN! XI JUN! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Woohoo .... So today wasnt really that bad. Now i finally understood that --- Valentine's Day isnt only celebrated by couples. Friends and families can celebrate it too. SO PEOPLE, SPREAD THE LUV!!

Today is miracle-ly a no-homework-day ... So i hav to time to come online and blog! Damn, three tests coming up this week. ok I'm off for now. :)

nothing from you. sighhhh.....

Busy life

2011-02-12T14:53:00.005+08:00

STILL ALIVE

School's been busy. Got back A Math, E Math, Geography, D&T tests. Passed all of them, but not realli good grades, except for A/E Math. I'm aiming for full marks for the upcoming A/E Math tests . MORE TESTS TO COME NEXT WEEK....... ARGH! SICK OF IT! And I cant wait for SYF to be over and then i dont have to stay back 3 times a week anymore!!!!

Valentine's Day is coming..... so is the Lonely Day for Yi Qing.

Flying again

2011-02-01T22:18:00.010+08:00

GONNA BE OVERSEAS.
WITH MY FAMILY.
BE BACK IN FOUR DAYS TIME.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE TO EVERYONE

hmmm i dont realli feel excited about it ...

Wished im a little braver to say hi .
Apparently, i dont have to courage to.
Oh well .....
Really hope when im back ,i will receive a message from you.
wtf. I cant believe im actually typing all these shit .
I'm going mad.
I shall deal with all these shits when im back from Bangkok
Argh ...
Bye singapore !
Well apparently no one will miss me but still .... plsplspls i wanna receive a text from YOU:(

Behind a mask

2011-01-29T15:11:00.004+08:00

I WANT TO WEAR A MASK
SO NO ONE KNOWS WHO I AM
AND I CAN DO THE THINGS I LIKE
PICK UP THE COURAGE TO TALK TO PEOPLE WHOM I NEVER TALK TO
DANCE LIKE NO ONE'S WATCHING
WITHOUT PEOPLE KNOWING WHO I AM

It's freaking friday humans

2011-01-28T21:49:00.007+08:00

Freaking survived this weekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!! I think i need an award for surviving this week. LOLS. Wayy to go!!!!

Before i even knew it , freaking january is going to end !!!!!! WAD THEEEEE. Time is flying too fast, too fast!!

Leaving for bangkok in a few days time.... going for a short holiday with my family. Perhaps this is the best time to relax myself. I, ......

School life

2011-01-27T15:57:00.006+08:00

Finally i've got time to come online!!! No remedial/CCA today!!!! WOOHOO can slack at home~~~~~(Y) Guess what?? We had THREE tests this week!!!=.= And i think i've screwed all of them!!! Damn. One word for upper sec life --- "WONDERFUL" !!!

Kinda enjoy this kind of life~~~~ The kind of life which makes me world revolves around study and cca. Just that i dislike preparing for tests! and i love my class! Funny peopleeeeeeeeee . Some hardworkinggggg. Most of them are friendly and fun to talk to ^^ Though i dont know why there's soooooooo many hardworking people . LOL :x *they are stressing me to work even harder, !!!*

GO,GO, 3S3'11 !!!
JIAYOUS EVERYONE!!!! for the upcoming tests..... (AMATH)
:DDD

Off to play restaurant city~
actually i have homework to do but i wanna online for awhile first since i'm so fucking free today LOL :x

Starting 2011 on a really bad side

2011-01-22T17:53:00.006+08:00

I deleted my previous post because i find it too personal . I dont really want to post too personal things on the internet. Who knows, maybe i got some read-and-run readers whom enjoys reading my rantings ? .... this is just my own presumption anyway.

2011 is really not on my side. Start of 2011, i lost one of my love one. And then, my cca killed me because my hard work went down the drain. The endless assignments are suffocating me too. And next week, there's THREE !@#$ing tests . Wadtheshit.

And then, few days ago,my body finally admitted defeat to all these shits. I was down with high fever (39.5C) with serious sore throat. Hurray! This shows that I am a human. I am NOT a robot who can withstand all these shits.

I actually walked home alone with the on-the-verge-of-fainting condition.. well, I really wished someone would miracle-ly called a Taxi for me or carry my fucking heavy school bag for me. Sadly i'm a forever-alone person therefore none of these scenes will ever happen. But anyway I went to the doctor at night and i'm currently still under medication.

The past few days were like H.E.L.L to me. Sleepless nights as many things keep flashing through my mind. Anyway i hope i can catch up with the syf dance. Heard that mr danty taught quite alot... hope i'm involved in the new formation :( and hope i can catch up with my studies too. Lots of homework to be done and did i mention, i have THREE tests next week ??? .....

Done with my rantings. I'm off to assignments again. I'm suffocating. 2011 is really bad.
Sighs, no one will cares anyway. Forever alone.

No longer an optimistic girl.

2011-01-14T20:18:00.012+08:00

Another week's over . I swear this is the toughest week ever since 2011 start . Many things happened. I experienced the feeling of losing a person whom took care of me ever since i was born. Although i already had mental prepared that this day would arrive sooner or later, i still couldnt get over it. How could I? Someone who loved me, took care of me, gave me everything she could possibly give, and gave me the love whom even my parents cant give . How could i get over it ?

Dont expect me to get up easily. I've fallen real hard. My heart is raining. It'll take some time for me to get over it . Probably a few days, months, or even years, i dont know. Let time heal my deep wound. Let me bury myself with studies. Since i can never excel in dance, i'll make myself ace academically. Speaking of cca today makes me wanna cry. "you reep what you sow"? BULLSHIT. I spent half of my life in SYF and all i got in return is my position being replaced . How awesome ? I cant even protect my own position. I'm fucking useless .

All I need now is PEACE. I want to hide somewhere to cry.

a loner doesnt need any accompanies.
a loner is someone who is forever alone and forever living in her own world.
a loner is someone who can never find herself surviving in the competitive society.
a loner is able to live without a boyfriend.
a loner is someone who can be alone without feeling lonely.
a loner is someone who talks to herself everyday.
a loner is always the odd one out and is laughed by people.
a loner is forever a loner.

and , a loner is someone who is supposed to handle all these shits by her own .

2011-01-08T18:00:00.002+08:00

RAWRS! SATURDAYS SUCKS! BORED TO THE MAX ):

KAY, I GO DO HOMEWORK NOW. HAIZ

School. part 2

2011-01-08T13:59:00.012+08:00

Sec three life.

OMG this week is finally coming to an end! WOOHOO! Though there's lots of homework not touched yet. GRRR. D&T sounds very tiring and time-consuming. AMATH is hard. That's what Mr.Toh said, probably to scare us. SS is just like History. Geography was okay except that the teacher is weird. I think.

First day of school was fine. Saw many sec 1s with long skirts. That's so-like-me-last-time. :D And then saw boys wearing LONG PANTS for the first time!!!! Some looked funny and they got laughed by their friends !

New class, new classmates. Jolene and EeEe is in the same class as ME! Didnt really made lots of new friends. I'm super anti-social. I guess it takes time.

And classroom at 4th storey ):

Had sec 1 orientation today. Well it's kind of bad. People mistake me as sec 1 . Fuck! I'm freaking an upper sec student not a bloody nerdy sec 1 kid ... If only i can wear my dance tee, then people wont think im a pathetic short sec 1 kid. Why did i agreed to lend my junior my dance tee. ): Hais forget it i'm forever being discriminated and being laughed at. ):

Do you know i'm very worried about you now ? Please promise me you'll respect yourself alright ?

School.

2011-01-04T19:37:00.003+08:00

First day of school and i already got the feeling that i'll be screwed for the rest of my upper sec life man. My god. I think i can sense hell. Ok i'm so tired my eyes gonna close at any time. And i'm kind of disappointed with my new class.

East Coast Park..

2011-01-02T16:12:00.003+08:00

Went to East Coast Park with family today... had quite a fun day^^ very tiring due to over-cycling. :B My butt so pain! Overall still fun.. hehe. So tired now. But still blogging. Haha. Gooderbye

HAPPY NEW YEAR! ★

2011-01-01T16:41:00.004+08:00

*FIRST POST OF THE YEAR! :)

WOOHOO~ happy new year everyone!!!! Hope 2011 will be a fruitful year to everyone~ :DD ENJOY UR NEW YEAR! :D

Yesterday, which is the last day of 2010, i spent HOURS at home photoshopping. :B I am currently learning how to vector. I kind of picked up some skills from HERE. Then I tried to vector an image of mine :B

And this is what I got:

The eyes are kinda screwed up, though.
Oh and not to forget, brushes from ego-box! :D

Before and after!

I animated the process of doing it

Overall, I had fun vectoring it! I think im gonna continue practicing it! Hopefully I can vector something without using any images!!! HMMM. I was jus bored yesterday. Anyway that's my FIRST vector. I'm new to it so cannot expect much. :B

OK first day of 2011, BRAND NEW START! Have fun people!!!! :DDDDDDDD

I'm free from assignments!

2010-12-30T18:59:00.006+08:00

YAY! I finish all my holiday assignments already! ^^ As usual, I burnt the midnight oil and chiong at the last week of holiday. :X Hehe yay now i'm free from homework! ♥♥ I dont need to continuously keep worrying about teachers scolding me. :D Peiyee jiayou worhs! ^^

I'm planning to go Jurong Point on monday to get Ee Ee her birthday present. But it's so god damn far! -.- ): WTF. I wanna go but my very awesome mother is surely gonna disallow me to. )': Come on!!! Ee Ee is the person who made my science improved from fail to A1. ): She indirectly SAVED MY LIFE! No matter what, I must find a way to get there. Really.

Good luck to me. I hope my mum will allow!!!!!!!!! )):

I'm as ugly as this tree

Everything in 2010

2010-12-29T17:21:00.006+08:00

This year is definitely a fruitful year, to me. There are two types of people whom I will never ever forget. I will not forget those assholes whom never fail to make me suffer miserably (eg. to the one who stole my edic and dont wanna admit due to cowardice obviously). Thank you for making me stronger. But on the other hand I will even not forget those angels whom coloured my life beautifully. Thanks to everyone regardless of who you are for coming into my life and making my life interesting (in any way).

SUMMARY OF 2010 FOR ME

1) Achievements

Gotten my first 80+ for maths
Gotten my first 80+ for science
Gotten my FIRST ACADEMIC AWARD
Gotten Bursary award (I didnt got it since Primary 5)
Gotten my first Good Progress Award (given by Edusave)
Won the school's annual Chinese essay competition (third in place)

2) Appearance

Lost weight (idk if this is true but many people said that lol)
Finally able to wear shirts that are size XS (yeah im fat last time)
Height increased

3) Life experiences

Lonely Valentine's day with no gifts
Some ASSHOLES stole my electronic dictionary and claimed that they did not
Literature play production (PROPS/SETS MAKER)
Performed in YOG
Performed in Arts Panache
Seen Ee Ee cried because of the touching contents in a book
Learned how to cycle (after billion times of falling/failing)
Celebrated mid-Autumn festival with friends
Took 6hours to clean my bloody room
Able to cycle across roads with Ee Ee
Experienced really stressful studying/memorising moments whereby I nearly DIED
Watched my first horror movie
Went to Hong Kong with the Student Council
Experienced uber shiok weather at HK whereby the sorroundings were cold but SHIOK (that even the shopping malls with aircon was much more warmer)

4) Sacrifices (for the better?)

Gave up my FREE trip to Universal Studios because I wanted to study/revise/spent more time memorizing geography
Gave up the chance of taking pure science for the sake of taking D&T. (bcos pure science doesnt have D&T and only combined science have)

5) Others (???)

Became more hardworking
Experienced sweet and sour
Maturity level increased (hmmm well actually my maturity level still depends on the circumstances)
Seen the ugliest/prettiest sides of human beings
Became more busier and occupied in school (CCA, homework, tests, exams, revisions, handling stress, etc. Well obviously last year was like SHIT with no life in school -.-)
Understood that there are certain things we want, but cant have it (eg. the face of a beautiful girl)
Made new friends regardless of ages

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2010 is really interesting, fun, meaningful, memorable, enjoyable, fruitful, challenging for me. I really enjoyed alot this year. I REALLY DO.

A brand new year is coming, in a few days time! Woohoo! New classroom, new classmates, new life, new everything! :D Yay, im gonna be an upper sec student soon!!!!! :D Still remember two years ago I was still a nerd. My socks so high, my skirt so long, and my shirt is really TUCKED IN. \m/ Woots. And during the sec 1 orientation, the councillors brought us around the school, played games, and learned how to tie a tie. During the first day of school, I felt that the recess is super damn long. I waited for the recess to end till I almost fell asleep. (well, obviously now I think it's not even enough for a proper meal :D) Oh and I nearly got lost when I came to school. -.- That's all the past. Now, I've changed for the good! :D

2011, BRING IT ON!

Happy Birthday TOHXIANGXIANG!

2010-12-27T17:23:00.008+08:00

(via thappiness)

Today is TOH XIANG XIANG's sweet 16 birthday! ♥ Stay chubby! :DDDDD

Today is a boring day. Tomorrow going to school early in the morning. For the sec 4 farewell party... urmmm it's till 10PM. >___> Hais, there goes a day. Hope it wont be boring. Heard that we're gonna play with water :O NOOOOOO. I dont want to get wet! Hais. Shall see what's gonna happen tomorrow. Hopefully it's not gonna be a total disaster. HOPEFULLY.

PS: I feel like doing pixels again. Hehe. Just a random thought. I need inspirations. I wanna open requests too. AHHHHHH! :D

Bye Christmas

2010-12-26T16:45:00.005+08:00

Christmas is over!!!!! Woohoo. School reopening soon. I havent complete English assignments. ): I'm so lazy.

Went to watch this movie with my family on friday night. Once again, in 3D! Was laughing till siao and I cant even breath. Haha. Awesome movie \m/

My life is in a big mess, but there's nothing I can do about it. I hate myself for acting this way yet this is who I am. No matter how hard I try to change for the better, I'll always get back to the old me. What to do now?

Christmas eve!

2010-12-24T14:04:00.007+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE! :D

Hmmm, maybe i wont be able to online tomorrow, so just gonna wish everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE! :D

My family's gonna have a mini feast tonight, and then catching a midnight 3D movie. No exchanging of presents between relatives. Which means i wont be receiving lots of presents... D: it's okay, no presents but got feast with family! :D It's more than enough, I guess. Since we didnt celebrate Christmas for YEARS already. Since I was... in kindergarten. But this year is a little different. ;)

WOOHOO, PRESENTS TO BE GIVEN OUT TO FRIENDS!
It belongs to me and my sis. :D
PS: It costs me a bomb. I think.

Skipping lunch is bad for health

2010-12-22T17:39:00.005+08:00

OMG i've been skipping lunch recently ): Thx to the very unusual CCA schedule. Didnt ate lunch today also. Thank god no more CCA till the next year. I can finally stop waking up so early during the holidays! Ewww, CCA screwed my whole holidays. Only left with 1 and the half week to chill and celebrate now. )): And still my holiday assignments are not even half completed. -.- ): #iwantlongerholidays

And why are we supposed to eat TANG YUAN today? O.O

:>

2010-12-21T20:35:00.007+08:00

FILLING MY BLOG WITH CHRISTMAS AIR

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gIV5s-4Nu9E&feature=player_embedded

A nice song :P It's piano + violin version of 'Hello'. ^^

This Christmas might not be that lifeless, I hope. :)

Christmas this year?

2010-12-18T21:01:00.015+08:00

(via thainafalci)

CHRISTMAS is coming in a few days time!!!!! To those people celebrating it, have fun and enjoy yourselves!!!!! And to those people who dont have the opportunity to celebrate (like me), it's okay!! There's still next year.. Hmmm i dont even know whether i live that long to wait:(( Err, I mean, i hope 2011 wont be too tough for me! :(

Dear Santa, pls give me the courage to face all my obstacles in life. I hope to be a strong girl who can survive alone, independently. And yes, I want my maturity level to increase rapidly. Yep that's all.

[EDIT]I added snowflakes effect on my blog to make it 'snow' :P hope it doesnt lags alot. Woooooots love it so much!♥ snowing FTW! :DDD[/EDIT]

last christmas, i gave you my heart
but the very next day, you gave it away
this year, i'm saving my tears
i'm giving it to someone special
- Last Christmas by Taylor Swift

I didn't know I would lose it..

2010-12-16T19:04:00.004+08:00

Life is as lifeless as usual. I can't wait for school to start. I want to bury myself with textbooks and homework and projects and... everything. As long as they can keep my occupied, and kept me from thinking about negative stuffs. Well, not to say that, my holiday assignments are untouched. I'm so lazy, even lazier than a pig. Fuck myself for all these procrastinations.

Sis went to school with me to buy books today(: Saw alyssa, and her "best friend". ^^ Saw siewching too. Saw her almost every time I came bak for CCA. :) Surprisingly, there's only one big bag plus a gigantic d&t file to carry. Saw alyssa with three big bags, and i wonder why i only got one?! Haha, I think it's bcos i didnt buy exercise books and all that stuffs which I define as, unnecessary. (:

My stamina is improving! I can run 7 rounds around the school without stopping at all now. Wtf, i'm so gonna pass my 2.4 next year!!!! YAY ME? Thank you CCA, u made my holidays so tiring. And also thank you CCA, for letting me to run around the school three times per week. If i dont pass my 2.4 next year, I am so gonna kill myself. Haha kidding, im not that irresponsible.

I will be alright, thanks susan, keching and alyssa.. (':

Pics that makes me laugh

2010-12-14T19:14:00.005+08:00

Goodbyes that are forever...

2010-12-14T12:32:00.006+08:00

One and a half month of holidays just passed in a blinking of an eye.*blink*
And my holiday assignments are NOT EVEN HALF COMPLETED...
Many things happened during the holidays. In a good way and a bad way.
1) CCA three times per week
2) Saw things that I aren't supposed to see
3) Council trip to Hong Kong and when im back, im down with sore throat for a few days
4) Stamina gradually improving becos of the running during CCA and now I'm able to run around the school for 6 rounds without feeling tired at all
5) Understand that some goodbyes are really forever.....

And NOW, right at this moment, im super dreading every new sunrise. At any point of time, she's gonna leave me. Her condition is deteriorating and her body isn't responding to the antibiotics. Doctor says she's beyond cure. She will leave me anytime starting from TODAY. Even by typing these now, my tears are starting to roll and there's nothing I can do about it. Each and every time I visited her in the ward, her hands are getting even more swollen. My father is fucking upset. It's tearing him apart, though he doesn't show his feelings out. I have no idea how I'm gonna overcome this situation. I want to tell my friends how scared I am now but I am afraid of receiving ignores. Since I dont have the courage to tell anyone my feelings, then I guess I am on my own now. How to pull through this, it all depends on my maturity level and self-control now. .

Cinderella's Sister

2010-12-11T18:29:00.002+08:00

Cinderella's Sister

It's quite a nice show though some people might find it boring. But i am totally loving it=) Especially when there are lots of shuaige(s) and chiobu(s) inside. HAHAHAHAHA.

Pretty girl

To match up with her just a little bit would take me an eternity..

Tired =(

2010-12-10T18:13:00.004+08:00

IM SUPER TIRED NOW!!!!!!! =(
Ran in the morning and after that CCA .....
I think my stamina improved already=D little bit nia but still, yay! =D
Hopefully i can pass my Napfa 2.4km next year. Can pass jiu happy liao. Aiming for 'E' :D
Learned new steps~ super exhausting and tiring.........
Dance till i cant even breath properly... HAHA im too exaggerating but still it's damn fast ok!
CONTEMPORARY DANCE ♥♥
After CCA, mac-ed with Kat and Peiyee. (:
And home sweet home.
SUPER TIRED NOW.... but I dont wanna nap cos later 9pm got do "breakout", i scared i wont wake up on time haha! =D
That show quite nice, though a bit messy and complicated and sometimes no link at all.
I watch that show cos got Jeanette Aw aka Ou Xuan inside. I LOVE HER ♥
*yawn*
My eyes can close at any time now. Shall put toothpicks at the sides of my eyes, so my eyes wont close. Prevent myself from sleeping =)

:( didnt know u were just like other baddies:( disappointed

DAISO! ♥

2010-12-09T19:34:00.006+08:00

WENT TO DAISO WITH MY SISTER TODAY ! ♥♥

Actually my motive of going to Daiso was to buy knee guards.. but then was kinda attracted by other stuffs so bought many other cutecute things too ^^ oh and I need to buy knee guard due to CCA(dance loh). My knee keep kena bruised T_T now buy liao so..... BYEBYE BRUISES ! :DDD

Knee guard to prevent knee injuries ^^

Bought this super cute + small drawer
IDK for wad use but since i find it cute i juz buy it. :D

Oh, sian. CCA tmr again ~.~ nvm, at least after cca gonna go eat lunch with peiyee & kat.((: But cca need to run leh T________T (though i feel that my stamina is improving thanks to the running, haha!)

Happy Birthday :>

2010-12-08T20:24:00.005+08:00

Well since it's ur birthday today, i shall post a picture of u here loh. :DD
PS:I'm not a stalker. But this photo is ripped from ur facebook. HAHA.
(Yep he is only 10 and he got FACEBOOK. Wad.the.hell)

HAPPY 10TH BIRTHDAY TO MY VERY EVIL BROTHER! HAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . Though I quarrel with you almost everyday, but no matter what you're still my brother. Cant change the fact.:( PS: If i dont fight with u for one day, I will find it weird. Cos I think we're born to fight with each other. JKJK! :P

Sister bought a Gundam for him. WOW. Shocked! :D I didnt buy anything, no money T_T Pls dont blame me, i really bankrupt already. T_T

Watching Ninja Warrior now! So exciting :) each time the contestants' legs got hit, i said "OUCH!". I feel the pain for them XD and when time is running out for the contestants, i will shout "FASTER! FASTER!". Giving them moral support though that show is not LIVE. That show really damn exciting de loh everyone must go watch hor!!!!!!!

SHALL END HERE NOW!!!! YAY TOMORROW NO CCA. I can rest and sleep till i shuang lo ! :P

Monopoly Deal

2010-12-07T21:54:00.002+08:00

Went to Junction 8 with Peiyee, Kat and ShiXiang today! :D

Bought very cute name stickers thanks to Peiyee's recommendation :)
120 names for only $5. CHEAP CHEAP ! :D

Decided to try KOI cos many ppl say very nice!! Bought Caramel Milk Tea:

Look so NICE right???? Actually I find it so-so only :(
Next time I will just order Milk Tea. No Caramel.

Went to Peiyee's house to play Monopoly Deal !

This game is SUPER COMPLICATED de! I keep putting wrong cards. Damn hard to play but still i managed to learned about 80% of it le :D Though I never win once la.

Xiang asked me to take this photo cos she got damn lots of "properties" cards.
PS: If u dont know how to play the game, then u wont understand wad im saying :P

Overall , today was fun :)

HAIS. CCA again tomorrow. So tiring, from 1015 - 2 pm :( I WANT TO SLEEP AND REST LEHHHHHHHHH. T_____________T

I'm a loner.

2010-12-06T19:28:00.005+08:00

Went for dance just now and now i'm back with BRUISES on my knees . );
SYF next year is my last chance to perform I think. I cant give up, NOOOOOOOOO~!!!!
Hehe so what if i'm just a calefare. I'm still involved! I must learn to be contented . :}

I spent my whole afternoon today doing the Hong Kong trip reflection...AND SERIOUSLY, I ALMOST DIED WHILE DOING THAT!
They gave questions such as:
"What have you learnt from this trip with regard to student leadership?"
"What is your idea of a student leader? Do you exhibit such leadership in your daily life in school?"
lol I nearly died. But still I managed to pull through and typed 1022 words. (well mostly were crap)
:D

And then now I'm enjoy my beautiful night blogging here. Life cant get any bored-er than now. I guess i'm gonna spent the rest of my day continue typing that super long HK post now. hehe

someone is sick.): Well i didnt have the courage to say "get well soon" to u since we arent very close friends.... so yeah, get well soon.:)

I'm back from HongKong! :)

2010-12-03T19:06:00.003+08:00

YAY! I'M BACK FROM HONGKONG!

IT'S SO AWESOME I WISHED I COULD STAY THERE LONGER MAN :'( anyway, good things dont last forever. At least I gained much experiences, and all these beautiful memories will forever stay inside my heart ♥

I am sad to say that due to my lazy-ness and lack of photos, I wont be blogging about the HK trip yet. I'm still waiting for my friends to upload the photos to Facebook.

So meanwhile, here's 2 group photos to tempt you guys for my upcoming awesome HK entry filled with lots of pictures!!!!! :)

Bye Singapore! Hello Hongkong!

2010-11-28T22:59:00.004+08:00

YES THE DAY IS FINALLY HERE. :( :'( :/ :) :') :D

Thanks many friends for encouraging me.♥ I feel better now!:)

BYE BLOGGER ):
BYE FACEBOOK ):
BYE TWITTER ):
BYE FAMILY ):
BYE FRIENDS ):
BYE SINGAPORE ):

HAHA I sound as if i'm gone for good or like i'm gonna leave for weeks.
Actually i'm just gonna be away for 4 days -.- But still im suppa excited man. And of cos, i'm SCARED.

Hope nothing bad will happen! ~

Oh ya, and some students will be flying to Sarawak tmr ! :D Might see them at the airport hoho~ Have a safe trip Abby, Tati and Zachery ! ♥

I'm super excited/nervous/scared. HOPE I CAN COMMUNICATE WELL WITH MY ROOMMATE ALRIGHT. I hope i can buy lots of souvenirs back! And also buy alot of food :B I will take super extra care of my beloved phone, camera and wallet. *bless me*

The next post will be when i survived from Hongkong. :)

BYE SINGAPORE! I WILL MISS U ♥

Am I lucky or what

2010-11-26T19:53:00.002+08:00

I WOKE UP AT 10:50AM TODAY!!!!=.=
Supposed to be at school by 10:15AM for CCA. The first thing i thought was, oh shit, im so fucking dead .
Oh well, anyway i still chionged to school though i know i'm already late.
Reached by 11:15AM!!! Was 1 hour late-.-
But the teacher didnt scold!!!! :)
Learned new dance steps. Keep doing turns, I turn till my head almost died
And then teacher said lots of discouraging words, to warn us that we're way behind time :'(
I dont think i will get the chance to perform for SYF next year.
Even if i did get the chance, i will surely just be a calefare.
Sigh.
I submit to fate.
I'm never good enough for anything , no matter how hard I try.
(':

OHNO gotta start packing my luggage now !!!!
SHITZZZ I dont like packing. L.A.Z.Y. Procastinating. :/

Slacking day + rantings

2010-11-25T13:16:00.009+08:00

It kills me to know you’re online but won’t talk to me. It just takes time, I guess, to realize I don’t mean anything to you.

(via psycholust)

Another slacking day. Gonna stay at home and rot for the whole day. Dont feel like going anywhere except to slack at my house now.

Time to pour out my sorrows .

Totally mood-less and damn fucked up with the Hongkong trip now .
I DONT WANNA GO !!!!!! :'(
If is class trip , confirm i will be super excited.
But it's NOT ! It's annual council trip.
Somemore, my good friends from council ALL NOT GOING :'(
So i guess i'll be damn left out during the trip :((
I still remember what happened to me last year when I went to Malaysia for annual council trip. I lost my wallet and phone there ):
I'm nothing but a trouble-maker to everyone. I'm supposed to be a responsible student YET i can lose my valuables so easily.
So yeah, last year, while all my friends are busy shopping for FOOD + SOUVENIRS during the last day at Malaysia , all I can do is to watch them buy stuffs.
I remembered many of them bought donuts. The donuts looked really nice.
I really wanted to borrow money from people to buy them for my family members.
But I didnt. I know no one will cared anyway.
That feeling is damn fucking bad.
Imagine you brought $50 and you lost them all. And you cant even afford to buy something nice for your family members ! Not even one single cheap item!
I appeared to be calm but deep inside my heart, i felt like 1000000 arrows just stabbed my heart.
Who can i tell this to? NO ONE.
That's why i kinda dont look forward to any overseas trips anymore.
I dont wanna come back to Singapore with a big ":(" written on my face.
I hate it.
I suck.
I wished I could be a little more socialise.
I seriously dont wanna go for the council trip. Even if we're going to somewhere else like Paris, London, Japan, Korea, or any other countries that rocked, I still wished i arent part of it.
So what if I can go overseas? Without great friends around me, it wont be fun anyway .
In that case, I would rather stay in Singapore, go town with my friends.
Rather than going to overseas with a group of people whom I dont even know well.
Sorry if i'm complaining too much. I know I should be happy that i'm given this chance to go overseas.
I just hope nothing bad will happen again.....
:'(

And my grandma is hospitalised today. :'(
你说，我哪里还有心情出国？好想留在新加坡，哪里都不用去。就什么事情也不用去想，不用去烦恼。如果我是一层云，我希望我能飘到一个没有人认识我的地方。反正没有了我，世界也不会因此而停下来。地球还是会继续旬转。日子还是要过。
:')

Yay . I know no one will even bother to comfort my already-broken-into-million-pieces-heart . I can only depend on myself now. No one will help me.

Tired and hungry to the MAX

2010-11-24T18:32:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 9AM today.(so super early can T.T)
Went to school for council.
Then during 1hr break time, i went for CCA. After CCA, i go back to council again.
NO TIME TO EAT LUNCH LEH WALAOOOOOOOO . :'(
So stayed at council room till 4plus.
Was busy sorting out the alphabets inside packets of macaroni. Excos wanna do gifts for the Hongkong people, since we're going there for our annual council trip . :)
Now i think i've phobia of macaroni already . Sort out the alphabets till my brain almost died. SO MANY TO SORT OUTTTTTTTTTTTT.
But still , managed to finish all ^^

Time now is 6:40PM . Since morning till now, i nvr eat anything filling. :'(
Actually got eat lah. 4 fruitplus & few pockys . Pathetic??????????????
CANT WAIT FOR DINNER NOW !
So hungry i can eat 100000000000 abalone now. LOL JKJK
Today's a TIRED + HUNGRY day.
Tmr gonna slack at home . Oh and i managed to complete one ace-learning quiz yesterday^_^

Byebye ! (dont think anyone will bother to read my blog anyway)

Have no fear.

2010-11-23T12:50:00.003+08:00

Have no Fear.

fear is just a word to scare us. it is just a way to hinder us from doing what we want to do. risk is a way to conquer fear. risking it all means you’re fearless. we do this all the time. we fear but when we risk it, then everything falls into its right place.

falling in love is risking your heart. you will give it to someone who you love the most. if we fear love then we’ll be all messed up. it’s like having a crush and you want he or she to fall for you. the question “what if he or she doesn’t feel the same way as i do?” applies. you won’t know the answer unless you take the risk. it’s like you want to ask him or her to a date, you won’t know the answer unless you ask.

don’t you get it? our biggest fear is failure. so what if we fail? life is full of trials and errors. expect that you’ll fail. we are not perfect.

the beauty of life is failure. don’t fear, do what you want and take the risk.

(via tumblrjockey)

Nowadays I'm quite addicted to RESTAURANT CITY :D and I also make a new friend because of this game . HAHA~ AWESOME ♥

Gonna go to school at night later~ Hopefully i wont bump into any slashing gang . *touchwood* Ok byebye!!!!! ZZZZZ IM ROTTING AT HOME LIAOOOOOO

I'm quite disappointed because no one commented on my new blog skin ever since I changed it. In fact, no one even bother to come to this pathetic site of mine:'(

We'll be a dream

2010-11-21T21:41:00.008+08:00

YIPEE I GOT A NEW LAYOUT!!!!!!!!!!!! After 2 months~ WOOTS. Took me 3 days to complete it, though I know the colours are like shit since they dont match at all :X still, i love it HAHA i really spent alot of time try out different colors lol and it's damn irritating when i feel that the colours doesnt match. As for the theme, "we'll be a dream" is based on a song !!! :D That song is awesome so pls check it out HERE. Hehehe.

Ok so another week just passed like that . And my homework.... NOT DONE! :DDD shall do them real soon. Idk, maybe I when I feel like ~ ;D My holidays are like S.H.I.T loh :'(
CCA, COUNCIL TRIP TO HONGKONG, GENTING WITH FAMILY, SHIT LOADS OF HOMEWORK, BUYING OF SEC 3 BOOKS .

Gonna blog again tmr. Oh and this is for zhiyan:

HAVE A SAFE TRIP TO TAIWAN ! :D

Splash Park

2010-11-19T19:21:00.003+08:00

Went to Splash Park again today ! With Susan, Keching, Xiang, Alyssa and Emanuel
Fun MAX. :D

HAHA xiang trying to learn swimming .

really enjoyed alot !! Especially lying on the water, enjoying the natural wind~ ♥ Oh and, now im more tanned!!! WOOOTS I DONT WANNA BE WHITE/FAIR. Seems so... gay !!! :/ Hope i'll be even more darker soon :D

Meaningless days

2010-11-18T16:34:00.005+08:00

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Spending my days as if there's no limit to the days left for me to complete my holiday homework. My holidays are meaningless*sigh*

Splash Park. ♥
I love the clouds . so dark, so nice ~

3S3 :)

2010-11-15T18:22:00.002+08:00

YAYNESS TO ME! I got into class 3S3 for next year :) Combined Science, D&T and Additional Maths. Omg, im super happy i got AMATHS and D&T !!!!!!!!!!! So excited for D&T. I really hope i wont regret not choosing pure science which was like a golden opportunity for me. Since i've chosen to be a foolish girl to choose combined science, i mustn't regret. I chose the class myself, so even if regret ... i gotta face the consequences myself in the future:)

To all my good friends whom got into pure science class : BIG CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU ALL! Zephyr, keching, alyssa, kimhwee, caini, singrui .... Thanks for being my good friend for the past 2 years. Though we're not in the same class anymore, i'll still remember u guys. I will definitely miss u all ok!!!!!!!!!!!

And to susan coco valia : Jiayous! DONT GIVE UP :D hope ur appeal will be successful ~ ;D

Lastly, to all my new classmates next year~ : YAYYY! let's work hard together!!!!! :DDDD

byebye~~~

Holidays are craps

2010-11-14T22:13:00.006+08:00

(credits to HERE)

Hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Im blogging at night~~~~~~~~

Holidays are craps..................................................... SAVE ME FROM THIS MEANINGLESS HOLIDAYS PLS !!!!!!! So many 烦恼 now la!!!! Super scared for my streaming results. SOMEHOW , i dont wanna know which class im gonna get into already!!!!!!!!!!! Arghhhhh....................

I hate to be forced to think of things that i dont wanna think of at night before i sleep . I look up at the ceiling wanting to know the answers for all my questions but yet, all i can see were just "BLANKS" . In the past i thought all my troubles were from STUDIES, but i think im wrong ?! I would rather be troubled by studies everyday THAN be forced to think of things that I hate to think of . I know i should be contented of my life but sometimes, i just cant help but feel sad...... Helpless. Meaningless. Lonely.

Can anyone tell me what should i do ?

Worst feelings

2010-11-13T15:29:00.004+08:00

Worst feelings

1. Knowing you're being lied to
2. Not being enough
3. Being used
4. Losing someone so close to you
5. Drifting away from someone close to you
6. Being told you’re flat chested or fat
7. Being made fun of something you’re insecure about
8. Feeling alone when you have friends surrounding you
9. Best friends falling apart
10. Feeling guilty

(credits to HERE)

Gonna change blog skin very soon.
Dear inspirations, please come to me now. I need you urgently. Sincerely, Yiqing:)

Ice Kachang

2010-11-11T19:16:00.004+08:00

Went to Sunplaza to eat icekachang just now with two crazy friends ! SUSAN COCO VALIA and KECHING :D Then go susan's house slack. Opened IE, MFF, Google Chrome to exchange gifts on petsociety-.- then listen to kpop songs (NO IM NOT A KPOP FAN) . whoooooooo ~ and then ate beehoon or something. THANK U SUSAN'S MUM FOR COOKING!!!! and susan was busy finding crabs .....

I ♥ SUSAN COCO VALIA
I ♥ KECHING
-being requested by them to post it :D-

My bones are breaking

2010-11-09T16:17:00.003+08:00

went to watch megamind with Jeffrey just now !

i was FREEZING throughout the whole movie -.- but nevertheless the show is still nice and FUNNY :D had a good time laughing :D

my bones are breaking soon !!!!!!!!!! thanks to my CCA. ZzzzZzzz.... i cant even do left split now ... my thighs muscles are aching like !@#$%^&* now. in fact, my whole body is aching! 人老了就是这样的!

SUSAN COCO VALIA ! Dont forget ur promise ^^ i can call ur phone at night no matter what time. U CANNOT BREAK UR PROMISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!:D

Fated To Love You ^^

2010-11-08T19:54:00.005+08:00

HI EVERYONE!!!! IM CURRENTLY WATCHING THIS SHOW VIA ONLINE AGAIN !!!! (for the 3rd time :D)

命中注定我爱你 ! ^^

holidays are boring !!! so i decided to watch this show AGAIN. to kill time ;) no matter how many times i watch this show, I WILL NEVER GET BORED.

Holiday assignments waiting for me to touch . But, i really dont wanna do. Procrastination will gets you to nowhere T.T 我不要做功课啦~! somemore Acelearning quiz ends on 30th November. SIAN ! ;'(

Ok, and i saw this on facebook which i think it's so TRUE so decided to share it here..
Although people seem really close to each other, you may never know, they may just be putting up an act, in real life, they hate each other for life but for the sake of fame, they pretend to be best friends or very caring.
hypocrites are everywhere. beware.

I wish the time can go faster

2010-11-06T11:17:00.002+08:00

why is the time passing so SLOW?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

Omg, my neighbour is playing the piano . I really envy him. i wonder when i'll be able to learn piano? maybe in my next life.

I wonder if there's any silent reader reading my blog ? All the while i've been telling almost EVERYTHING to my blog and i've been wondering if anyone really reads them. I wish there is. Dear silent reader(s) (whoever you are) , i hope you can at least tag before leaving. I dont mind if u leave ur name as "passerby" or whatever you want to call yourself ....

Swimming !! ^^

2010-11-05T19:01:00.004+08:00

happy birthday to ZEPHYR TAY MING HAN and SZEHWEE ! :D

(4th november 2010)

hope you guys have a wonderful day and hope you like the presents i gave!:)

yesterday was HELL for me .. i spent SEVEN HOURS just to tidy my room. photos again ! :)

[BEFORE]

LOL it's like a war :P

AFTER SEVEN FREAKING HOURS OF HARD WORK...

[AFTER]

TADA!!! So neat:P ~in my own opinion HAHA

shiny shiny ~

Shall end here ! Super excited! Going swimming with Szehwee tomorrow ! Dear weather, PLS, dont rain! :)
i love your morning texts (:

hi hi hi hi hi ....

2010-11-03T18:13:00.004+08:00

PICTURES !

Our farewell party =(

done by 2a3 :)

So basically , my teacher called me at 9AM yesterday to remind me that i've to pass him a form to school .... so TODAY, i specially made a trip to school to pass him the form. ALL THE WAY FROM SEMBAWANG TO KHATIB JUST TO HAND IN A FORM T.T

then went to Lot One with peiyee and katherine ... they had a hard time choosing *someone*'s present haha! ;D slacked alot ... and came back home(:

OMG BORING HOLIDAYS ARE KILLING ME ;_;
cant wait for saturday(;

ZEPHYR AND SZEHWEE'S BIRTHDAYS ARE COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;D

Things I wanna do during holidays

2010-10-31T15:41:00.004+08:00

Swimming
Cycling
Complete the whole chapter of "Law of Indices" for my Maths assessment book!!!
Go town
Shopping with my friends
Feast with my friends
*SECRET* !!! (FIRST PRIORITY)

I'm still in the process of learning "Law of Indices". completed 50% of the chapter already!! :))
boring holidays T.T Dont wanna rot at home, but lazy to go out too . Sucks!!!

someone's birthday is coming~~~ ^^ SH ! (: ♥
If only I could receive a morning sms from you everyday, how good will it be ?

Start of holidays!

2010-10-29T17:37:00.005+08:00

Time flies. 10 months just passed like that. Thank you 2A3'10 for all the memories!

一转眼，十个月就过去了...在这短短的十个月里，我得到了许多知识。更重要的是，我得到了很多经验而是金钱也买不到的。我也学会了坚强，学会了勇敢！这十个月将是我人生中最宝贵的日子。虽然明年不能同班了，但我是不会忘记你们的！这些如金的回忆，我会牢牢的留在心里...希望以后我们还能够联络！：）

Today is the official start of the 2 months holidays !
Time flies really fast): Last time, i was so looking forward to holidays... but now it's here, i'm not happy at all. I prefer going to school, because that's where i can joke and play with all my awesome friends:) But now ... seems that i can never rewind to those awesome days anymore...

Whenever i look back at those awesome memories, i will not fail to feel upset....

REPORT BOOK!!! ^^

2010-10-27T15:38:00.010+08:00

GOT BACK REPORT BOOK TODAY !!! AWESOMELY SATISFIED WITH MY HARD-EARNED MARKS! :)

i couldnt believe i actually improved so much compared to my results in sec1. it's like a miracle? is it a dream ?

4 A1, 1 A2, 2 B3, 1 B4, 1 C5.
Overall percentage: 70.3% (GOT ACADEMIC AWARD AGAIN !!!! ^^)
Class position: 5/39
Level position: 20/161

to me it's like DAMN awesome okay ?!?! so basically, from sec1 until sec2, my class position keep improving : 19 , 16 , 7 , 5. miracle isnt it?! i hope when i go up to sec3 i can still maintain my results!!!

so basically, my science jumped from E8 to A1. maths from C6 to A1.

*below is dedicated to my awesome class and classmates (: *

i wanna thank myself for never giving up on maths and science:) thank you -my name- for persevering!!!!!!!! and also, i wanna thank EeEe , she's the person who motivated to 'love' science. and also, CaiNi for always helping me when i need help.

last but not least, ZEPHYR AND KIWI ! had been sitting with them since the beginning of the year. whenever i need help, i will always ask them. though i'm continuously been bullied by them , but still they're the BEST CLASSMATES i've ever known!!!! :) and the worst part is, we cannot be classmates next year anymore :( will miss you all !!!! i can never find any classmates better than you guys anymore!!!! :( THIS IS THE HARDEST GOODBYE I EVER HAVE TO SAY. fuck you, sec 3 subject combination.

i dont wanna be upper sec. I WANNA BE IN LOWER SEC, when everyday i can just go to school with a happy mood. heard from teachers, upper sec's life is TOUGH. i dont want :( and also the subjects will be harder :( DONT WANNA GO UPPER SEC. no longer junior anymore:(

tmr is the last day of school. last day to be with my awesome 2A3. last day to say goodbye. last day to talk, chat, have fun. tmr isnt the same as last year's last-day-of-school anymore. this time, the goodbye is REALLY FOREVER. after tomorrow, everyone will be going separate ways .... i really cant bear to leave my beloved 2A3.....

although the goodbye will really be forever, I, WINTERTOHYIQING, will never forget those awesome days:) we might be mischievous, but we're innovative and creative ^^ and fun and humorous people ^^

ALL THE BEST, 2A3 ! ;) ♥
will never forget all of you ~

Miracles do happen ❤

2010-10-26T18:19:00.008+08:00

miracles do happen

(ok even though ALOT people get this cert too but still, i love my cert!!) getting a 70% overall percentage isnt an easy task ... though this is just for CA2. i hope i can get the award for SA2 too:)
This is my FIRST academic award in my whole entire life in secondary school.
it's like a dream turning into reality . (:

i went to buy a (sec 3) maths assessment book yesterday and this book shall accompany me during the upcoming 2 months holidays!!!! whoooo... Law of Indices look interesting :) because it's ALGEBRA again . :) hope i wont be that bored during the holidays anymore...

"hang on, im breuno-ing!"

♥

bye bye people. :)
I'm not angry. I'm just disappointed you turned into everything... you promised you would never be.

BoredBoredBoredBoredBored

2010-10-24T09:40:00.003+08:00

Holidays havent even started and im already bored to tears . T.T i wonder how im gonna spent my 2months school holidays ?!!? obviously im gonna rot till i die!!!! so i decided to bury myself with MATHS MATHS AND MORE MATHS.

if i dont get into Additional Mathematics i will kill myself . no maths = no life for me. I MUST GET INTO AMATHS! so this coming holidays im gonna do lots of maths LOL :P a good way to kill time . Other than the council HongKong trip, there's nothing much i can do during the holidays already.

went to popular yesterday to check out Pure Chemistry books :P LOL SO HARD AND CHIM. dont even understand anything inside ~ luckily i didnt take pure chemistry. i hope i didnt make a wrong decision of choose combined science !!!!!! lalalala~

Going to Science Centre tomorrow with class~~ hope it wont be as boring as last term T.T

TODAY IS SUNDAY ! another slacking day for me:( If possible, im gonna buy many maths assessments to do . At least i wont get rotted. LOL. ok byebye (:

PS: thanks to all those tags telling me to choose Pure or Combined science . I chose to follow my interest and take combined science because there's D&T. Thank you everyone for those advices!!! :)

There's no turning point now

2010-10-23T10:48:00.004+08:00

CHOSE MY SUBJECT COMBINATION FOR NEXT YEAR ALREADY.
Combined Science, Geography, Additional Maths, D&T.
I hope i wont regret this decision of mine. I think this is one of the BIGGEST decision i've ever made myself . I do feel happy that im able to choose D&T, a subject i really like alot:] but still, it's abit waste not to choose Pure Science . I know, im stupid. I shall bear all the consequences myself when i grow up :]

Went to watch Bestseller with Jeffrey, Susan and Kat on Thursday :)

By the way, it's a horror movie. AGAIN. LOL

Starting was abit boring but during the last 30mins, DAMN SCARY ! Kill here kill there, we all (except for jeff) shouted and... i think we're the only clique inside the cinema that shouted ?! HAHA! Damn shiok ok! :D

-some disgusting parts-
a)stab eyeballs with knives b)stab to death with tree trunk c)squeeze to death with a truck d)break fingernail off finger e)thrown off the boat f)shot to death from under the sea. (via Jeffrey)

AND, MY MUSCLES ARE ABOUT TO DIE SOON. CCA yesterday was !@#$%^&*() . My bones are breaking. Didnt train for months already! nvm, i'll recover soon. But my muscles are aching like shit can ?! :(

Byebye (;

Im in a dilemma :(

2010-10-20T16:17:00.008+08:00

5A , 2B , 1C for sa2. where can i go in sec 3?
PURE SCIENCE OR COMBINE SCIENCE FOR NEXT YEAR?!?!?!
Donno whether to choose class A or class C next year ):

Class A: Pure Chemistry, Pure Physics, Geography, Additional Maths !

Class C: Combined Science, Geography, Additional maths/POA/Literature, Art/Pure Biology/D&T/F&N !

i already planned to go "C" but alot of my friends tell me it's such a waste !! Cos they say "A" is the best class and im qualified for it since i got 72% overall. One of the reason i wanna go "C" is because there's D&T , which i really really want to take it~! but alot ppl say it's such a waste ): i dont really want "A" cos i know confirm veryveryvery STRESSED. but im qualified for it YET im giving up this golden opportunity !!?? What the hell am i thinking???

Is it worth it to give up the best class just for the sake of taking D&T ???

why must sec 2 have streaming year ): cant we just go to sec3 without choosing subject combination ??? why is it so HARD to make this kind of decision!!! i have to be very careful with my decision, yet i dont know what to choose. This decision im making will really affect the rest of my life. THIS DECISION IS VERY IMPORTANT. But heck ! I dont know which class to choose !!

and the most "epic" part is that we're only given until 22 October to decide our choice ): heck, only 2 more days left for me !!!! I REALLY NEED SOME WISE ADVICES... ): D&T ah , i love you, but should i give up you for the sake of getting into the "best" class????!!!! NOOOOOOO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ):

Argh enough of it. Im so frustrated now ok, zzz!!!!! this kind of decisions are hard to make . If I made the wrong decision, there wont be anymore turning point. ):
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STUPID E-LEARNING TOMORROW ! Exams over still got elearning... wtf is this?! argh anyway tmr might be going to eat pizza hut + horror movie ♥ i hope nothing will happen and i can go AMK hub tmr ): we already postpone it for THREE times already ! Pls, dont let anything crop us up! ):

More and more miracles !!!

2010-10-19T19:39:00.006+08:00

I DID IT, I DID IT ! I finally achieved my goal for maths !!!!!!!!!! I was aiming for 70 ... but, i didnt expect to get 89!!!! OMGGGGGGG when my friend told me that, i thought he was lying -.- But i saw my paper, I SAW IT!!! I felt like flying that time. I was sooooooooooooooooo happy!!! That's the highest score I ever get in my whole sec 2 life .... And wait, did i ever mentioned i failed my Maths during sec1? Yes i did. I failed so terribly . But i came to my 'senses' this year, i know i cant fail it anymore. I wanna thank myself for not giving up.

This A1 is the MOST meaningful A1 i've ever gotten in my whole entire life. It's the amount of hard work i've put in that makes it really meaningful... i enjoyed the whole process of doing/playing Maths , especially when im doing algebraic questions. I really enjoyed and learned alot. I realized that tutions does not help AT ALL (maybe only for me). SELF STUDY ROCKS. Yep, i've never had any tution in my sec school life. I find it a waste of $$$$!! :) So yeah... i really almost cried (for joy) just now...

Ok enough of Maths. Now, Geography. I thought i will get at most a B, but i got an A1 !!! Another miracle for me!!! And Chinese, i remembered i promised before that i must never get a B ever again. And it really happened. I got A2. OMG this is a miracle again!

So overall... im very satisfied with my results!!!!!!!!!!! Because of EOY i really almost gone MAD!!!!!!! ok i was just too stressed up... but things didnt reallly turn out to be as bad as i thought it would be. I learned not to see things in a negative way. Think positively! =)

I really learned many things throughout the whole year. Next year everyone will be going to different classes :( .... so these are the goodbyes that really are FOREVER. We're gonna be going separate ways. We wont be as one anymore. I will miss 2A3. But there's nothing I could do about it. I hope everyone in 2A3 can get to the classes they wanna go next year. All the best 2A3 , my awesome class!!!!!!!! ♥ i will blog another post dedicated to 2A3 soon:)

That's all. Is this post kind of a reflection of my EOY exams ? Haha , anyway, I really learned many things this year. I thank my class. I love them:) ♥ Byebye people ! Pizza hut tomorrow♥

Results~

2010-10-18T18:10:00.003+08:00

Helo people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I survived the long, boring weekend.. haha :) and I got back my science, D&T and english papers today:)

Luckily I didnt give up on my Science. i was hopeful and grateful for that i didnt give up just because I only scored 18.5/30 for my previous test. I was really very happy with my science results!!!! I couldnt believe it!!!!! it's damn high for me!!! and my D&T too... i confirm want take D&T already!!! so i must do well for Maths if not i cant take AMATHS and go to the class i want nxt year... :)

but, for English, one word - PATHETIC. Got borderline only.. (or did i even passed?) I knew it, LOL :/ hope other subjects will pull up my this pathetic score!!

Went for cca today, like FINALLY, after donno how many decades already !!! omg, my bones almost cracked while doing the warm-up. Too long never train already, that's why im starting to become stiff!!!!! quite looking forward to this friday, i hope dance (cca) will be fun ... (:

shall end now. but i'll show u a picture!!

YOYO!!!! if you eyes are pro enough, you should be able to spot a broken piece. :(
this is my d&t product . it's a YOYO! :DDDD

BYEEEEEEE! shall update tomorrow~ ♥

Boring!!!

2010-10-16T11:48:00.001+08:00

I am rotting at home!!! :(
I guess I cant wait for monday...
getting back results are better than rotting at home!
Although I think i'm gonna do very badly for eng and geog.
Zzzz.....

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-15T18:28:00.003+08:00

FINALLY,
AFTER WEEKS OF HELL,

Noticed my sec 1(a) (b), sec 2(a) (b) Maths textbook?? hoho

My life=) someone i've been with for 2years. ♥

GOING PIZZA HUT WITH MY FRIENDS SOON!!!!

Okay , after 2 weeks of MIA, i'm finally back to blogging!!! And yes!! With a new blogskin, as I said on my previous post. Very ugly, yeah I know! But i'm sick of the previous blogskin already so changed~ I spent my whole free-friday-day doing this blogskin. Very ugly luh !!!!!!!!

Back to the topic. EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! Oh yay. Finally after 2 bloody weeks. These 2 weeks are like HELL for me can? Everyday burying myself inside my room , trying to squeeze everything inside my tiny and fragile brain. I memorised everything like SIAO. Fuck, i almost gone crazy. Thank god didnt, thanks to my friend who's always there for me lol

As I said, it was like HELL. I seriously never been so hardworking before. HAHA! I slept at EARLIEST 11PM and LATEST 1:30AM for the sake of exams . Ok maybe it's just for me. U know why? Cos I didnt listen during lessons. So I have to work x10000 more harder than other ppl!!! I hope I can do well cos I really really really really tried my very best. REALLY! I hope i can get into the class i wanna go to next year, which is D&T and AMATHS class :( :( :(

And also went to watch movie with Peiyee, Kat, Jolene Charlene, Alyssa, Shuqing, Yuhui yesterday, to celebrate that exams are over (:

The Child's Eye.

Peiyee's "awesome" idea to watch HORROR MOVIE! At first i keep saying I will scream and shout alot, but turns out to be PEIYEE! hahahahahah!!! And the boys sitting behind us keep saying fuck and laugh during those very scary parts. So it makes the atmosphere not really scary. haha. Good thing i think. :D After movie, went to Montreal Green play swing~ and saw some disgusting things which i not gonna say here:x

Shall end here , will blog again tomorrow!!! Since there's no more exams, there's no need to revise now!!! But i feel weird not to revise , LOL. Okay bye people :)

One more day! I smell exams!

2010-09-29T16:18:00.007+08:00

WONT BLOG UNTIL EXAMS ENDED ! WILL BE BACK SOON! :)

I PROMISE RIGHT AFTER EXAMS ARE OVER , IM GONNA CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN :D

but right now .... exams time! :)
goodluck to everybody . WE CAN DO IT! :)
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So, everyone in group A [lit play] got a "C" . Even highest is also C. I dont think jasmine (the director) deserves a C.. maybe we're just not good enough? but anyway we already tried our best. that's enough. :)

DO U SMELL EXAMS? I SMELT IT ! EXAMS ARE REALLY HERE
exam mode, BEGINS !

Art sucks :D

2010-09-28T17:24:00.004+08:00

whoever gonna take art next year,
i have something to wish u.
GOOD LUCK TO YOU. :)

art is so time consuming and moreover, i have no talent in art yeah, art is a NO-NO for me :D
and for our lit play , we actually got 54.6%.... but still, good job everyone! :)
was really upset when we threw away our props. ): It's our hard work.... byebye props :( u're awesome. really :)

shall go chiong art homework now LOL
feel like changing blogskin hehe
BYEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Study study study .

2010-09-27T16:58:00.004+08:00

HIHI ^^ im really gonna study like siao LOL .

Just got back maths test. WO PASSED!!!!! Got a B . Better than failing kkkkkkk. ahhhh. think im just gonna aim B4 for maths. im really afraid of getting disappointments D: exams starting on this thursday liao, (why time passes by so fast!) it's REALLY COMING. zzz.

my new nick name : norking 2 winnie boy le xiaoqingg. I not going to explain why . Long story :D

shall end here now , Bye! :D

Mid-Autumn Festival.. :)

2010-09-25T11:54:00.003+08:00

let the pictures do all the talking !!

shuqing, me, kat . At peiyee's house!

charlene and me!!

peiyee's mum is damn nice and friendly k.
cook dinner for us.♥

went to fitness corner to play first..
kat and me :D

jolene, kat, charlene, me!!!

yay play time~~~

lanterns!!

bubbles!!! :)

fireworks!

*twist*

jolene very fascinated by her lantern LOL

charlene, kat, shuqing ;)

lanterns !!! :)

peiyee blowing BIG BUBBLE!!!! :)

candles~

more photos at my Facebook :D

had lots of fun :D wonder when we'll go out again!
exams are starting.. no more playing anymore :(
shall end here. BYE!:D

i really feel like giving my fucking brother a tight slap. stole my kinder breuno and candy. he SUCKS!! ARGH!!!! I CANOT EXPRESS MY HATRED VERBALLY . I HATE HIM.

So many things to do, yet so little time..

2010-09-21T18:29:00.004+08:00

HI BLOG, THIS WILL BE A POST FULL OF RANTINGS + SADNESS

Firstly, teachers have been reminding us how many days we have before EOY starts. OK , SO IT'S 8 DAYS IF IM NOT WRONG. 8 FREAKING DAYS to exams !! I hate this , I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO DO, YET, SO LITTLE TIME!

and something is making really damn depressed. As expected, i didnt score very well for my science test this time . It's like total SHIT ok? I dont know wad the fuck is wrong with me NOW!

I have GEOGRAHPY AND D&T TEST on this thursday . I'm really very stressed up because i totally have no time to revise. WHY? because i didnt plan my time WELL ! I suck at time management. and PROCRASTINATION GETS YOU TO NOWHERE !

It's too late to regret now. What i can do is to revise all that i can remember. TOO LATE TO BE SORRY.... :(

Juz got back my report book for ca2 yesterday and i cannot believe i got 5As , 2Bs and a C. Despite all my laziness, i actually got 5As? that's a miracle, but for sure im gonna score damn fucking badly for sa2 BECAUSE I AM REALLY LAGGING BEHIND .

I AM RUNNING OUT OF TIME , AND TIME IS AGAINST ME.
I even sacrificed my free trip to Universal Studio because i really very depressed
I am REALLY very depressed, very, very, DEPRESSED
I need to pour my sorrows to someone, but i realize there's no one i can talk to
SO, HERE IS WHERE IM TELLING ALL MY SORROWS TO.

i. am. running. out. of. time. if only i can rewind the time , I PROMISE, I WILL MANAGE MY TIME WISELY....

It's Friday (:

2010-09-17T17:17:00.006+08:00

Finally, this week is overrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lots of stuffs happened this week . And we need to hand up 10 reading log activities next friday ! Guess wad? I only completed TWO . PATHETIC -.- Shall continue chionging later :)

Had Science test on Wednesday , I TOTALLY SCREWED THE TEST. I donno why, I studied for 2 days yet I cant remember all the definitions. I HATE THIS. No more A1 for my science anymore!!!!!! :( Im really upset :(

EVENTS NEXT WEEK :
- Receiving report book for CA2 ! (Monday)
- D&T test (Thursday)
- Maths test (Friday)
- Literature FINAL assessment (Friday)

I really cant bear to say goodbye with all the props we did :( After the FINAL assessment, all the props will either be thrown away or taken away by donno wad club. INCLUDING THE TREE. (my favourite!!) Everything's so awesome , dont wanna leave them :(

Shall do my reading log activities now, Bye! :)
I wont get myself committed to council so much anymore. I have learnt my lesson. Thank you. (:

My hair.

2010-09-13T20:37:00.005+08:00

I MISS MY LONG HAIR + FRINGE !!!!! :(

and now...

it's like SHIT !

Argh! i wonder how long will it takes for my hair to grow back!:(
have to waste time clipping up my fringe now! (cos my fringe is ugly!)
hope my fringe can grow long ASAP :( so it can become side fringe :(
But i think this is going to take a VERY SUPER LONG TIME
This sucks!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!! AND WHY IS MY HAIR ALWAYS SO WAVY//CURLY
while all the other girls can have straight hair!!!! -freaking jealous of them-
maybe this is my fate. No choice, i must accept it!
:(

hate my hair.

Bye holidays! Bye long hair!

2010-09-12T21:37:00.006+08:00

ONE WEEK JUST PASSED.
BACK TO SCHOOL!
and i had 3 hours of maths yesterday. (Y)
luv algebra alot! ♥

went to cut my hair today.
Now it's very SHORT. my mother tell the hairdresser to cut bangs for me LOL!
(i wanted side fringe!)
i look very WEIRD now! :(
hope tomorrow no one will laugh at my new hair ...
though i can already expect it! :(
good luck to me! argh!

Ok bye blog!
hi school, hi bangs, bye long hair, bye holidays!

Goodbye holidays!

2010-09-11T12:21:00.007+08:00

Today is saturday. One week just passed by like that ! Luckily i've already completed ALL the holiday homework :D
now i'm left with revising for TESTS ...
GEOGRAPHY, MATHS AND SCIENCE! ALL IN ONE WEEK !
zzzzzz. EOY exams are coming, i really need to buck up T.T
shall end here. bye :)
im confused and stressed...

Fun day :)

2010-09-08T20:06:00.006+08:00

Had breakfast with the norklings, EeEe and Zehong before going to school . :)
& something happened when zehong wanted to top up his ezlink card. He put in a $5 note into the machine but the machine never respond. The worst part? He didnt get his money back AND no money was added into his card. This happened to me before!!!! haha.

Had maths remedial and Literature play after that. And today was the assessment for lit liao!!!! Thank god everyone was well-prepared ! Though it isnt perfect but this is the BEST one GroupA had ever had! :)

Headed to SSC for lunch. SUBWAY! :) also went to splash park, DAISO and other places. VERY FUN. Especially DAISO♥. I uploaded some pics into Facebook . If u're a friend of mine in FB, then go see :DDDDD

HAD LOTS OF FUN WITH FRIENDS TODAY ! I wonder when, we will have another outing together..... :(

Today is Wednesday. Holidays are ending real soon. K bye.
omg. stomach ache! :(

Random photos :)

2010-09-07T11:41:00.003+08:00

I'm rotting at home T.T seriously cannot take it anymore!!!!!
so decided to BLOG to kill time :))
Have nothing much to type... so gonna post random photos now!! :)

everything is OKAY !! :)

"decorating" my handmade whiteboard... LOLZ

temporary tattoo on my HAND!!! LOVE IT ♥

folded stars yesterday as I was REALLY BORED...

played Jiggy with 'Jeffery' and I WON!!!!!! XD

wished i didnt care ;(

Alight, shall end here. Bye !!
Excited. Breakfast with two norks (docks + nerds = norks) tmr (:

September holidays...

2010-09-06T11:53:00.007+08:00

Yay September holidays are here!
It's time to relax ABIT!
But during the FIRST WEEK after the holidays, we're going to have 3 TESTS!!!!
Science, Geography and Maths!!!
Then SA2 is coming and I am gonna be loaded with HOMEWORK !
CCA is also going to resume after the holidays....
But now that it's holidays.. I dont know what to do :( Can only eat, sleep, play computer and SLACK.
No mood to study and do homework.

HOWEVER , I am looking forward to Wednesday!!!! :)
I am going to have breakfast with the NERD CLUB / Nerdlings ! :) Yeah~~~
Nerd club ROCKS ♥

And I ate lobster yesterday :)

Ok goodbye ! Slacking time...
Wasting my time at home, doing nothing..

POOH :)

2010-09-02T17:03:00.012+08:00

HELO~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
School was FUN :)
Just got back my geography test. Cant believe i actually passed ! *clap*
Wad a miracle :D
And i won 3rd for 作文比赛 again !! Last year got 3rd too :) This really cheer up my day

By the way, i wanna share with you one AWESOME site:

http://www.en.origami-club.com/.

If you are bored, GO THAT SITE AND TRY OUT THEIR ORIGAMI! very cool :)
Shall spam my blog with PHOTOS now!!!!! :)

AHHHHH MY BROWN HAIR:) LOL

Bear origami folded by PEIYEE! cute right? Look so much like KeChing :)

POOH OBSESSION .

cant help it. TOO CUTE~!

ahhhhh:)

so cute ! :)

bye ! :)

Happy Teachers Day! :)

2010-08-31T21:34:00.009+08:00

Enjoyed my day with Peiyee, Katherine and Alyssa at Causeway Point! ♥

I need a break.

2010-08-29T11:10:00.003+08:00

I NEED A BREAK .
September holidays are coming ! hope i can really have a BREAK !
:)

Paper cranes!

2010-08-28T21:49:00.005+08:00

THIS IS A PAPER CRANE .

and hese are many paper cranes :)

Went to Raffles Institution for C.I.P just now . Folded many paper cranes using recycled papers. Quite fun chatting with friends, but hands damn tired as we need to fold for 3 hours ! (they want to a record of folding the most number of paper cranes folded in 3 hours) And guess what? Each crane folded = 100g of rice donated by SongHe (a rice company???). Which will be given to the needy people. hahaha

Actually after the CIP , I wanted to go to Bishan with Peiyee and friends but... HAIZ
anyway, still have a fun time folding paper cranes :)
*which ~KeChing~ (Katherine) say it's very meaningful.

And my sister's friend gave her a KOREAN CHALKBOARD !
So i played with it . Looks cute :)

my beloved POOH bear taking photo ! :)

BYE !
Hate my brother to the max. Fucker-'-.

Bye YOG 2010 :(

2010-08-27T18:46:00.006+08:00

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So yesterday was the closing ceremony for yog . I felt sad, no more games to watch :( Anyway, in 2014, yog will be held in China, NANJING ! So looking forward to it. I know it will definitely be awesome (jus like the Olympic held in Beijing!!!). But wtf, have to wait for another FOUR years!

This week is FINALLY OVER. Stayed back everyday this week. Due to Literature play , Teachers Day gifts making (council) and MT ORAL!!!!!! Had our oral today and i kinda SCREWED IT!! Reading part i add in lots of my own words and conversation = DIE. At least, i didnt replied the examiner any English words. LOL , some of my friends did!!! hahaha!!!

By the way I have decided to take Combine science, D&T , and A maths for Sec 3. I wanna get into D&T class. I REALLY WANTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!

TMR GOT C.I.P!!! Hope it will be fun ! - folding cranes at Raffles Institution:)

Food makes me happy ♥

2010-08-22T12:42:00.006+08:00

If you're my friend in Facebook, then you'll know that I have a photo album named "Food ♥". I like to post pictures of awesome food i ate . LOL. Since I have nothing to to so.... I SHALL TEMPT YOU WITH AWESOME FOODDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!

~FOOD SPAM ALERT~

Ice Kachang, my all-time favourite!!!

FRUIT PUNCH

Mango cake! My sis 16th birthday !

Chicken rice

Hot milo, also my all-time favourite!

Cheesy fries

Coke with cherry haha

Carbonara, pasta!

so are you tempted already?

AND... HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ALYSSA ! :)

hope you like it!

Ok, shall end here, will post again soon!!!!!!!!!!! BYE!!

I am afraid of something that will happen tomorrow. I have no courage to face it. I am scared. For the first time, I am scared. I hope it wont turn out to be as bad as I think it will be. Though I can already imagine what will happen tomorrow.

Bored.

2010-08-17T16:37:00.004+08:00

IM BORED. YOG is gone , I donno what else to look forward to now. I hope my CCA will resume soon. It's been months since I last saw our dance instructor (LOL) and I hope for the next SYF, I can at least be involved in it. If not my life is seriously BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Projects*
1) English newsreport project 2) Maths trophy project 3) Literature project 4) Music project 5) Geography project 6) Art Batik project

I need to find a place to breath now . Zzzzzzz
lonely.

YOG was awesome.

2010-08-15T18:22:00.004+08:00

After so many months of rehearsals and scarification of my Saturdays, YOG IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!

So, did you guys watch the YOG opening ceremony?! If you didnt, then what a waste! I had a great time rehearsing with all my dance and wushu friends all these while! Though I didnt appear on TV (when all my other friends have), it's okay! I enjoyed the process, and all these wonderful memories shall forever stay in my heart!!!!!!

I will definitely blog a super long post loaded with many pictures regarding the YOG! But not now. SOON! :D I have tons of homework to touch. Just finished doing my maths powerpoint which I took 2 hours to complete it. -_-

And by the way I hope you know what YOG thingy I'm referring to. If you dont know, too bad. :)

I ♥ Singapore :)

2010-08-09T15:43:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

I love you! ♥

Last Friday school got National Day celebration~ Teachers item, Fashion Show, Talentime, and more! Grats to Jasmine for getting 2nd in the Talentime competition! :D

Then Saturday, went for YOG rehearsal again! Kinda fun!!!

Damn excited for the NDP show later :} Hope it will be even more awesome than last year! I freaking jealous of my sister! She's now at the Marina Bay sands hotel, later she can see fireworks ! Anyway, during all YOG rehearsals I also get to see fireworks LIVE! So nevermind, haha :D

SNSD MADNESS ON TWITTER!
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When SNSD appear on the tv, my friends went crazy :DDDD

BY THE WAY, I HAVE A TUMBLR!

That's all. Pls visit my Tumblr though I dont know why I created it. :}

I LOVE MY SCHOOL LIFE~

2010-08-05T22:05:00.004+08:00

Doing props are seriously so fun!!!! Tiring yet enjoyable. We finished many of our props already, but cannot upload it now due to copyrighted reasons :DDDDDDD After the Literature play, I promise I will show you guys our awesome props! I LOVE THE TREE WE DID. OMGGGGGGGGGGGG.

Baby cousin Jing Xuan!! ^^

2010-07-31T11:35:00.003+08:00

MY MOTHER'S SISTER'S DAUGHTER A.K.A MY NEW COUSIN!

I know you want to hug her.
Too bad :P

I am running out of time!!!!

2010-07-31T10:11:00.005+08:00

TERM 3 IS DAMN BUSY FOR ME! EVERYDAY CCA, HOMEWORK, TESTS, PROJECTS AND STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stayed back yesterday , did props for our Literature play. xD And we cant live without the director. When she's gone, no one knows what to do!!
Things we finished: 2 bushes, 1 tree (without trunk), 5 sword & many flowers
More to be done....... :DDDD

After that, went for CCA (YOG DANCE). Guess wad?!?!?! I have to carry a damn fucking big and heavy prop all the way from the holding room to the floating platform!!!!! I ALMOST DIED. And when we reached the floating platform.... THERE WAS THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE OUT THERE WATCHING THE COMBINE REHEARSAL!!!! Haha -.-

things to be done:
1) Study for Science test (MONDAY)
2) Study for Geography test (THURSDAY)
3) Finish doing all the Literature props
4) Do English project
5) HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK

winterxparadise

Boreddddddddddddddddddd .

GOODBYE MID YEAR EXAMS!

EXAMS ! ARGH .

I dont want this weekend to end !!

FRIDAYFRIDAYFRIDAY

SYF 2011

Saturday ^^

Friday, Friday!

Bye "holiday"!

March holidays? ))))):

Zoo

Sports Carnival

Setbacks after setbacks

CIP visit

Some pictures to share

E-LEARNING SUCKS !!!!

Update...

Happy Valentine's! ♥♥

Busy life

Flying again

Behind a mask

It's freaking friday humans

School life

Starting 2011 on a really bad side

No longer an optimistic girl.

School. part 2

School.

East Coast Park..

HAPPY NEW YEAR! ★

I'm free from assignments!

Everything in 2010

Happy Birthday TOHXIANGXIANG!

Bye Christmas

Christmas eve!

Skipping lunch is bad for health

:>

Christmas this year?

I didn't know I would lose it..

Pics that makes me laugh

Goodbyes that are forever...

Cinderella's Sister

Tired =(

DAISO! ♥

Happy Birthday :>

Monopoly Deal

I'm a loner.

I'm back from HongKong! :)

Bye Singapore! Hello Hongkong!

Am I lucky or what

Slacking day + rantings

Tired and hungry to the MAX

Have no fear.

We'll be a dream

Splash Park

Meaningless days

3S3 :)

Holidays are craps

Worst feelings

Ice Kachang

My bones are breaking

Fated To Love You ^^

I wish the time can go faster

Swimming !! ^^

hi hi hi hi hi ....

Things I wanna do during holidays

Start of holidays!

REPORT BOOK!!! ^^

Miracles do happen ❤

BoredBoredBoredBoredBored

There's no turning point now

Im in a dilemma :(

More and more miracles !!!

Results~

Boring!!!

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One more day! *I smell exams!*

Art sucks :D

Study study study .

Mid-Autumn Festival.. :)

One more day! I smell exams!